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Yesterday I told MC that I'm a bad person. I did a mean thing to a nice person to fulfill my own selfish desires. He said it was S'esque. What I did was dump Sunlight and immediately jump into bed with B for plus or minus 5 hours. There are several reasons this makes me a bad person. 1. Sunlight was in love with me. Among other reasons I can't think of right now. I don't like hurting people, and I know I hurt Sunlight. The thing is, I was going to have to hurt him someday, one way or another. I can't relate enough to him to sustain a meaningful relationship. He's very cute and very sweet and he's a musician, but I can't think of any other reasons why I like him. Also, B is exponentially better in the sack. So here I am, trying to get over the guilt of breaking someone's heart. I let him down gently, but I've still never been so vicious. In a related story, I let B put it in my butt last night and my asshole kinda hurts. This try-anything-twice philosophy of mine isn't always the best in practice.
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